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May. 10th, 2004 @ 08:43 am
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kae i thought u hate bonnie seriously what is with you and doing that? it really bugs me but i love you |
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May. 1st, 2004 @ 07:57 pm
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hey well things are ok me and dave arnt doing the best but things arnt horrible neither. kaes in iowa right now im at my grannys house my momma just got a new car so that i can drive it yeaaaaaaaa its a 2004 alero oldsmobile with a v6 engine its a automatic. any ways since theres not hing to new bye oh my sister is my sexy lover!! cool people rock on!!!!!!!!Current Mood:  sad Current Music: 1082,and my sexy voice |
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Apr. 22nd, 2004 @ 07:05 am
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kae why were you and anna banned from posting in my journal? did you do that oh and did you sub title my journal? can you please ask before you change things? |
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Apr. 20th, 2004 @ 07:28 am
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hi every one im so happy dave is my lover and i live him so bye oh sorry kae that you thoughgt i was seriouse thats kinda funny |
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hi every one well any ways im reading the new kurt cobain book "love and death" its really good. s ohow is every one? me just great i got into a fight with dave again over stupid shit cuz im a jelouse freak i cant help it though because i have bad self esteem any wways there is nothing to write about so bye...." to all who knew me, and knew me well you always knew id do this kill myself and end this life im sorry now im gone"-ars
Apr. 15th, 2004 @ 08:57 am
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well anna i really dont care if i know you or not you just bug me any ways matt howsa the ged coming along? yea me and dave are doing ok i guess but im not personally doing too great but kae you are my hot lover!!!!! hey kae get this bri cracked that lame emo joke about the lightbulb yet when she commented inyour thing awile ago she said she liked lack there of which sounds preatty emo to me thats really funny i miss my lack there of cd its at justines RRRRRRR!!!!! oh i got a new cd its preatty great 1208 turn of the screw!!!!! rock my pathedic sorrowed life
Apr. 14th, 2004 @ 06:52 am
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two shots two cuts to late to soon to leave this love and dread in doom i swim in blood but drown in you wishing that this wasnt true the cuts run deep but hurt runs deeper this sinnig life it makes me weaker
Apr. 13th, 2004 @ 08:32 am
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| » KAE KAE KAE KAE |
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LIST ME AS A FRIENS SO I CAN COMENT!!!!
Apr. 8th, 2004 @ 07:41 am
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| » Bitter sweet decay |
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LAST NIGHT I COULDNT SLEEP
SO SILENT,DEAD,DISCREAT
IM LIVING ONLY DEAD
ITS BETTER LEFT UNSEAD
THIS BROKEN BODY SCREAMS INSIDE
THIS PAIN IS SO UNREAL
THIS SHATTERED HEART DOES WEEP
IT NEVER SEEMS TO HEAL
THE CRYING NEVER STOPS
THE CUTTING NEVER ENDS
THE PAIN WONT SEEM TO GO AWAY
ITS LIKE BITTER SWEET DECAY
THE DREAMS I HAD ARE DEAD
JUST A MEMORY IN MY HEAD
ALL UNHEARD,AND LEFT UNSAID
CARRYING ON IN MISERY
THE SORROW AND THE PAIN
THERES NOTHING LEFT TO LIVE FOR
THERES NOTHING LEFT TO GAIN
FOR I WILL LEAVE THIS LIFE IN BITTER SWEET DECAY
Apr. 7th, 2004 @ 09:51 am
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well me and kae are trying to work out our diffrances last night me an d my mom got in to a arrgument about sex and stuf she got pissed at me and told me dave can never come over again i told her im moving out she said fine but ill call the cops. she can go iht ahead id ather be in lock up than with her now daves all like idont know if i can be with you its kinda pointless if we cant ever see eachother and i was like wel if you really loved me youd be here for me asshole!!!!
Mar. 30th, 2004 @ 10:10 am
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kae this is for you just to let you know you were never really there for me you never understood since you havnt been in love you say you have but how long diid it last for? oh ya like 3 weeks your so pathedic oh and me and dave are allot hapier now so you proved nothing!!!!
Mar. 29th, 2004 @ 10:34 am
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kae you lied thats all i have to say you also stood me up im sorry i dont feel like talking to any one including you kae i just lost my boyfriend for good and my friend, me and dave decided its best we dont see eachother for at least 1 month untill we feel we could prosue a friendship which isnt happening any time soon considering he also stood me up this weekend gosh i hate every thing in my life right now there is nothing to even care about any more this is probally gonna be my last entry so ill make it worth your time, kae that icon was mine i found it and it was my picture you also lied about that when you told me last week that you made it my icon gosh do you even have a reason why you should have that as your icon oh yea just so you can look like your depressed. well i know im saying alot of things out of anger but thats when the truth ussually comes out ill bring your cons 2 morrow
Mar. 15th, 2004 @ 08:06 am
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hey well nothings to new me and dave r ok but somthing still feels wrong its just not the same any ways thank you matt for the thing about slopeck it made me feel alot better. new icons i like!!!(MATT & ERIN) i really like yours erin, so hows it goin SKIPPER MATT lol jk i hope you get your ged good luck pal oh and 4 u briana this is alysia s from middle school REMEMBER????? well i dont really have anything to important to say this time aroud oh yea matt there is another poem towrds the end called dying angels sinning hearts its preatty twisted any ways gotta go k bye
Mar. 10th, 2004 @ 05:55 am
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ok i know im always saying bad stuff about dave and yea it is all true but we had a serious convorsation on saturday night about where this is going and i tried to break up with him but he started to cry and told me hes going to change i know he probally wont but ill give it 2 weeks and if anything goes wrong we are done. sometimes i try to give him the benifit of the doubt but its hard when i know whats going to happen. i dont know he also told me his mom gave him a lecture and told him she lives me and he should apreicate me and whatever else. any ways i dont really feel like going into detail about our convorsation because its kinda personal but ill talk more later bye everyone!!!
Mar. 8th, 2004 @ 08:29 am
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Hey well me and kae got in a fight but were pals again.. so any ways i havnt talked to dave since our talk about if a relationship should take effort hes so ignorant and selfish i wish that he would just change. but not tottally just his imiture ways and stuff. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be in love with some one else would it be any better or just the same but differant problems, god theres so much shit thats mest up in our relationship i mean how many people forget or stand up their girlfriend on their b-day. he didnt even say sorry come to think of it he never does because he knows that ill never do any thing about it. i really wish i could but i love him so much that i cant leave him.
Mar. 4th, 2004 @ 10:17 am
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well dave and i had a convorsation about where our relationship is going, he seems to think relationships shouldnt take any effort or work witch is not true if a relationship didnt take any effort it wouldnt be anything. he told me i need to stop trying so i will stop then he'll see a relationship withought any one trying will go no where
TAKE THIS GUN TO MY THROAT
REMEMBER EVERY THING I WROTE?
I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
AND HOW MUCH THIS MEANT
NOW MY DREAMS ARE SHATTERED
THROWN AWAY THEY LIE THERE SCATTERED
WITH THIS GUN TO MY THROAT
I'LL REHEARSE WHAT I WROTE
I'LL TELL YOU I LOVE YOU
BUT THIS TIME THIS MEANS NOTHING
LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE
JUST PROMISE YOU WONT CRY
WHATS DONE HAS BEEN DONE
WHATS SAID HAS BEEN SAID
I THINK WE'VE HAD OUR FUN
BUT NOW THIS IS DONE
AND I AM DEAD!!
Mar. 3rd, 2004 @ 10:24 am
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Mar. 3rd, 2004 @ 09:06 am
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| » THE NIGHT SHE DIED |
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He kisses her so softly on the lips
as he brushes his hands against her hips
he pulls her shirt over her haed
and places it gently on the bed
the scars are visible
the cuts are noticable
but all he does is pull her a little closer
he un does her bra
and slips off her pants
if only he knew this was his chance
his chance to save her life
to save her from herself
to save her from the knife
he sets her head down on the pillow
she moves her head away
making love to him never felt this way
so empty and gone
she knows this is wrong
where there once was love
it is now all gone
at the end of the night he wispers in her ear
i love you forever and ill always be near
to bad she didnt hear what was wispered in her ear
she ended her lfe that same night with a knife
Mar. 2nd, 2004 @ 08:14 am
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hey guys this is kae umm i am trying to make this look wonderful but atleast i got the senses fail picture right?
umm my eyes are starting to umm well... close..
so night night..!
hope you like this ALYSIA!
kaelynn <333 i tried my best
Mar. 1st, 2004 @ 11:41 pm
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